[Un]comfort[able]. adj.
The word means : causing discomfort. Like: that’s the most uncomfortable couch.
But recently I’ve been thinking about how the word may also be a description of me, of us, of our culture…that many of us are – to some degree – uncomfortable. Like: I am un able to be comforted.
And of course the great irony here is that most of us live in such comfort.
I was away, praying, thinking, reflecting on my deep need to be comforted by God.
(I am not alone in this need –
many of us are carrying sorrow,
some of us physical pain,
a sense of dread about the future, etc.)
Many of us are aware of our need for God’s comfort.
So as I was praying about this: my need for comfort from God, I was simultaneously aware of the fact that I have nearly every earthly comfort available to me at any time:
if I’m hungry there’s usually something to eat, if I’m cold, there’s wood for the fire or a sweatshirt,
if I’m lonely, I have people to talk to,
if I’m feeling useless, I have ways to feel useful…
And I became aware of this tension- like a tight wire between two poles:
I need God’s comfort, and I’m so easily comforted.
I’m so easily comforted, but I still need God’s comfort.
And then this thought landed in my mind like a bird on the wire:
Are your comforts keeping you from being comforted?
Are the very things which promise to ease your pain – and, to some degree, do – keeping you from receiving truer, deeper, comfort from God’s Spirit, whom Jesus calls “The Comforter”?
I'm fascinated by these words from the prophet Zechariah (chapter 10):
1 Ask the LORD for rain in the springtime;
it is the LORD who sends the thunder-storms.
He gives showers of rain to all people,
and plants of the field to everyone.
2 The idols speak deceit,
diviners see visions that lie;
they tell dreams that are false,
they give comfort in vain.
Therefore the people wander like sheep
oppressed for lack of a shepherd.